All Paintings
Start from the Being of my Healing/ Painting journey, Something you like hit me up, The art has done what it need to do for me now it for you. Love Ya"ll enjoy the show
January 17 , 2022
First Couple Days just trying to do something productive with my time, instead of video games.
January 17, 2022
Idea from me in a photo on one crazy night where we saw around 100 shooting starts.
What can I say .... I am who I am ... Something about injustice ....When u lived in someone else world your whole life your pissed at everything and everyone... Its time to be Justice
January 17, 2022
When I realize I Am both , Neither one is good or bad, they just are.... Its what you do and how its perceived , but even than is it good or bad ..... Let just say " Don't infringe in someone's free will and everything else is ok" One day your understand. Two different faces on the same coin.....that's everyone not just me, I'm honest about it, are you?
January 19, 2022
January 23, 2022
This was one of the best thing for me to create. Its funny how it mean one thing for me on this day and it means something different now. I thought My adult self was leading my child self, haha naw its the other way around, My only purpose as an adult is to be the mother and father that I didn't have growing up and to protect and provide everything my Child self deserved and didn't get.
January 23, 2022
Created this for a friend... Fun just playing and seeing what I could do.
January 23, 2022
8 x 10
"O, I Loved to Fight, different time, but ill bring it every time"
January 24, 2022
I remember painting this one, I just started painting . No rhyme or reason just painting . Today I realize I was the sun all a long, not the boat , but the light. I was broken and not allowed to be myself my whole life and I'm still breaking away from other people limitation of me everyday. Just cause you don't believe in yourself doesn't mean I cant do it. I can do anything I put the time and effort in. This is why I fucking never , and I mean fucking never tell anyone they cant do something , cause I was told that or showed that my whole life ... and even if you don't straight up tell people they cant , they can feel it and that's all I do is feel your true feelings.
January 27, 2022
Just having fun, starting to believe in myself a little more everyday, but a long road coming from zero understanding of who I was , I had self projection of myself .... and to this day ... I like to say I still have no idea how big I am.
January 27, 2022
Another fun one, Kind of me question myself with it being flower, but this whole journey has been nothing but rediscovery your self with out other peoples projection on you... Fun Fun but tough, nothing but Pride and Ego battles everyday
January 29, 2022
You should see this one with Lights behind it , Drownings in Fire...and u will... U WILL
January 30, 2022
I remember that I didn't really understand what was coming out of me, but I remember just saying huh and keep going.
February 1, 2022
"Total Devastation"
Now I understand that it will be...
16 x20
January 30, 2022
My "Dragons Flys"
I got bite by a Green Dragon Fly not long ago ....Worth IT
January 31, 2022
Haha every time a painting pops up I think huh and than keep going , like even looking back at all this stuff , I'm really not impressed, I have so much more to do ........."That Beat Dough" Sold
That forever Beat Dough
February 4, 2022
"Runaway child"
This one is still hanging in my room , it means and is how I really see my self...
February 5
"Transformation complete, time for the show"
huh...
Feb, 5 2022
"Extraction"
Still not really sure what all this means, soon ill remember soon...
February 6, 2022
"9D"
February 7, 2022
"Life is your Canvas paint it like You Want, Your the creator not them"
Started to believe in myself more and more , yet still not impressed.
February 7, 2022
"So Close to...."
This Painting was hung in my room for the longest, and it just reminded me everytime of victory and that its so close, Just a little while longer and it will all pay of in the end, and the end is so close....
February 8, 2022
"Why Not...."
O this day.... Great day.... it was a day that I really learned to trust my Feelings and if i trust them , and just love to love... No matter what happens its worth it. I am meant to give the love I never got ... That is my purpose...And today was the day of Giving cause why the fuck not.... And You was and will always be worth it.. Thank you for everything . Hopi
February 8, 2022
"With our powers combined...Our power LvL is over 9000!"
Well this on is still hanging in my room. It has mean meaning for me. One me always chasing that unicorn of Love and a partner in crime, but also ME. All of me both parts the light the dark , good and evil, Feminine and masculine ....The Road to balance and true power , the one true power of thy full self. PS and than always again inspired by that Muse
February 8, 2022
"Earth Angel, What you see"
"What I am with light, Uncontrollable Chaos"
ME ....This is ME , Nothing I can do to change this. I am something I don't understand , but I do know how I feel. I may not know what I look like or how big I am , but I do understand Chaos, Chaos is me , Chaos is my mind , Chaos is the way I love, wild and fucking completely, but I am the Controller of my chaos, be the controller of your. God his self will not control you cause there is no love in that , zero. He gave you the rule over yourself take it back its your, not easy but when you take control you walk into heaven on earth. If God made heaven for you it wouldn't be your heaven it would be his..... Think about it you have to create it
"EZ"
"2D"
February 8, 2022
Sitting here going through this process....Damn it hurts so good, Emotions and time, so many different perspective since I made these. Watery eyes , and read a post from someone saying enjoy the creating slow down...... 40 weeks later I am when I can appreciate the time and love I really put in myself......fuck so double sided proud and ashamed it took so long ....I was the only one capable of healing me and loving me the way I needed to. Worth it cause now I can love the world the way I love myself Completely.
"3D"
"Never seen"
"What you See"
February 8, 2022
Again same Painting just different views or light. haha If you know me I try and not pick sides , because I see all points of views always have and always will, however the one rule is don't infringe in someone free will cause that's not love.
" Maybe ur Lucky"
"Huh Chaos"
February 8, 2022
Art is Crazy , and this process of creating art for me is nothing but exception whatever happens. Its been easy for me to trust my feelings cause I told myself , I lived in logic for 35 years and I'm not happy, so......Let jump to the feeling train for awhile, so I did. I found me. I remember someone telling me you cant trust your feeling, so if you tell me I cant , fuck ya ill show ya. I'm means a shit and
" Lights Shows Everything"