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My lefts is different than my right for sure.........like my left foot is points in , I knew it a long time ago , just kind of never thought on it past huh.......but my left is kind of like a different everything . My left is used for different actions and task .....I treat it different cause it needs different things. Now my left is called Pride, and other EGO....it two different yet take both to walk, to eat, two breathe, to just make it, and even if I wanted to give up....the other part of me wont let me so....I have no choice to keep going...... I made fail safes....only cause IAME IVEA THE VINE Fail safe.....That's me

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I need to look into adoption everything ....like it crazy....your brains splits and you don't know it ....really every second of everyday your creating new versions of you, like you getting rid of and making true new everything always , and that is how you make every choice ,every second, wow just in the biggest possible thought , that's how big this process is.....like really i just feel that really no matter what i do ever.......its not going to change anything really....cause i was once that thing so im always that thing....because if i am it in the past but not in the future does it even matter than, than that statment is not even possible or is it, meaning I'm the type that changes time rules...restriction....if there is a wheell......way........IVEA THE VINE WAY

and that time is 24 hrs ......execpt a few things in my life..........they are the same.......they are there......like so.....regular......like air....like light, like dark, like a cold dark room but not cause a room has wall so you could be safe, I would, so mine is a "just" ...things that are "just"......and those are the things that keep me going....the "just".......All those just or ideas, maybe rules, more like answers.....and than only one big idea out side of me......maybe when I have to change the extremal focus I have to change a cycle , so maybe I read I predict analyze ever possible way and for me to get max potential for that person cause that really better for me in the long run......maybe ..but yeah in time you can only focus on 1 thing if you choice to focus on one thing , the now.......

Really that one beat , that only beat you want to hear, that only beat you feel, its not what that beat looks like , its all about how that rock on it.....That beat....the only one.....Sun, the only one moon , there is always only that one , that one that "just " and if its "just" than it is that "BEAT"

Just realized why am I writing these next to every painting ...like "Why" like I know why .....but Like "why " "why" and like that thought is all questions about everything of all things right now well than infinitely more than you can possible have and that's ME......The VINE I.V.A.E

I only hope the Best 4 u SAE .... Always and forever I only want the best ....whatever how ever , just as long as best for..... The SEA ....Really cause like what do I really need .....Like i am a Child and run away child ....so I don't even know how to be......like they may be the worst part I just don't know how to be.....just never saw or seen, from anything that even was close to like me.......so no info no way to even ....think on how to think....about what I may be outside of everything inside of me......an I only be "just' to me because no matter what action I do it could be "just" for me but that doesn't mean its "just' for you = to me , so really it can never be complete right for me ,for you, unless, you allow it to even be your thought...and than get rid of all other possibilities so it has to be....so it is

Want to get high as shit and dance with you until always....from IAME IVAE

Sup , if you have read my stuff, dang more power to you. This journey is what it is....it really does make me happy in the now....Like to just write whatever I'm thinking and than when its done to just leave it as it is, other than a little auto correct....and than not give a crap what I said , but to stay in that and understand that I have to stand on that if the time comes that someone calls me out on it....and than love myself enough to either say I'm sorry if I was wrong or to defend it , but knowing I'm not going to change it unless I find for myself a overbearing reason to change it...... that's how much I love me and believe in me....this is me crazy all over the place and if you don't like it...well than you don't like me and I'm ok with that . Your reading my stuff I'm not reading yours...so just think about that with life.....Why go out of your way to tell people they are wrong, and that's a ego and pride check for me....i guess I'm just going to do my stuff , create what i create if you come I will tell ya , but I'm not coming looking to help anyone anymore. you want help come cause I'm done going out looking to help....its your life do what you want, I love ya whatever why you are....but I not wasting my time looking to help people that don't want it or may not even need it...

Dude , when I painted this one I was blown away....I was really proud of this one. Its crazy what I see in my art.....Like its crazy cause as time goes on and new experiences the stuff in my art changes....I always have a knowing.....based on what it means , my feelings, when I am creating, and music etc...But this one does make me happy, and one day when I'm resting, which I have never truly rested before, But one day when I am at that place marked in this Painting Sipping on coconuts with My Person, and truly getting to rest with them ...........That's the day.......when Ill truly be able to say "Worth it" cause it got me here, with you, when I can truly rest with you, and hopefully you can rest with me to...for both of us to be able to take a full breathe in each others safety and security that we been searching for all of infinity ... that's when Ill truly understand what it had to be across the SEA.

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Not me?... Maybe me....not really though....I new when I made this one it was not me...but I really didn't understand that for a brief second it could be ..If I choose so...I have the power to be whatever it is that I want to be....but really what AM I ...Like what is me?...Who is ME....And at any point whatever I AM , it cant be wrong cause that's me , And if being me is wrong ...Than who is the judge of that...Like who has the right to tell me about me.....P and E again......All this crap I make its really just a journey for me and me alone....If you learn something , hopefully its just a mirror for you to see yourself in a new light...and not focus on me....I want to be Me cause that's ME...If I cant be me than life is pointless....so be you and if you make your self happy you cant be wrong.....don't infringe in people free will and anything else , with in reason goes....Love yall

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Non-thing......Whats that mean.....Not for me to say....All my stuff is just so you look at me and go well...if its ok for some to think , write , talk , exsit like this than it ok for me to be me....thats to point of me . to be as crazy looking , so different , so "just" me that i can be ........A Non-thing.......Well....what is a non-thing .........or maybe its everything .....the only real thing......and everything that we call a thing....is not a thing at all.....may the thing that everyone says is not a thing is the only thing.....and everything else is fake......who knows .......NONthing FEELS Better........cause its feels like no other thing cuz its its only thing, only 1 no other like.....1

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Crazy to help a thought of I don't need anyone.....and really this goes back to the old MY FAV ? Why......Like its so dumb for me to just keep doing things on my own......Like why ??? I Need help in so many things.....like yeah in the pasted I couldn't trust me.....I get it I would put everyone first and that's ok if I wasn't hurting my self in turn.....And maybe to the world it looks different you where winning to ...you got this and you got that......but the things that I was getting wasn't what I needed or was good for me.....So I was really just going against MY self ......and that's what hurts inside ...not what happened to me really by outside sources,... but how much I hurt myself...how it was almost like a hate....because I wanted to be everyone around me but no matter how hard I wanted it, I could just never be that.....not possible ...so it was just the dumbest thing I have ever done.....go against myself ....the other thing that really matters is they self....cause its the only thing you can even "justly" Control....with in the "REAL" rules of love.....So yeah I need help.....Working on how to ask for it....and its hard for me to even really see or how to explain what i need help in......what I thought made me strong....now I understand it makes me weak...so I have to Fix that Weakness ..Help ....need help understand the world outside of me and how to , I don't know but I need something .......O Constancy 4 free ...and the free meaning ME

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I keep asking myself Why ?.. Why ? do I just keep writing knowing I can't Do English for shit..haha ...Like another weakness....or really just not care....I don't about things sometimes.....I don't know ....Just easy way to quit.....maybe to hard....just not worth the time......not sure I think ...It just depends in each thing.....And all I know is "LOVE" "LOVE" thats it for me.....Like there is nothing I wont do for "LOVE"... all LOVE ...Real LOVE .........Love to me is so Big ...Like its all things.....Like everything.....but if that everything .......had a Major Theme....That would only be one NON-Thing........CAll me Crazy my in my Mind that's only one Human Being...Like only one Energy..One Beat.....One "just" thing.....She is that Love for me.....And I think that is LOVE goal for everyone......That thing you want to hear even when you don't...That thing you want to see, even when you don't want to see, That person you what to BE, even when you don't want them to BE.....That's the love ,,,I Fucking HATE that I LOVE YOU ......THATS how much .........LOVE

And I can't not ......??? LOVE

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March 28, 2022

"Frozen in Time"

Time.....Frozen in time....how than and why would it ever thaw......And than if is did Thaw ...what told it to do so...right or why...not just stay frozen for ever???rules??? Meaning??? reason???purpose??? Time???Frozen.....Your choice....cause because truly "just" only you choose for yourself....like if you choose to blindly follow someone you are still the one that has to act...so really anything that you ever do is your finally choice...so you cant blame anyone for any action you do...cause you choose what you choose..not right or wrong "just" is.....I choose you....so time......Lets un FREEZE IT

Flash...Blink....That is what I think......In a blink was was that.....now this....was than.....now than.....was now.....end????....Just keep blinking....new ...old...fun...sad....love....unloved.....enough....not enough.....wanted.....un wanted.....much....to much.....enough ....not enough again....cycle .....spin......all over again and again......Flash blink.......fuck were is the end.....so tired of the blink and different everytime.......not being greed but i just want one constinent Blink, and thats my safety and secrity that i need, that help....That Flash, that blink...That every blink I have Will from that point always be Of the Last Blink ......Worth it

March 28, 2022

"O, wonderful"

Like whom AM I .....talking to...like really ...I don't really care what anyone does....just dont infringe in anyone's free will.....so don't harm people, and I don't care so.....why do i keep talking ...don't get it other than its really all for me...and this is the best way for me to speak out what I NEED to hear , and if you listen or you dont I really dont care....?cause i can't...dont want to.....control you ....I dont have the time or the want to control anyone....cause if i use that time on you than i loose it on me and fuck that ....I AM WORTH ALL MY TIME, and YOU ARE WORTH ALL YOUR TIME.........Ill Give one ALL MINE FOR HERS = give and take.......sign me up

March 29, 2022

"Grown and Guarded"

Funny when I painted this the song meant what it says but me.....o me....just bye passed the meaning , cause if i listen it was say grown and guarded....which means a lot of things....and really i knew ....Worth it .....still.....in the time.......... yea .....cause I new if I accepted as it is it would be over when it came........GG EZ

I don't know....don't ask ? don't tell?.....whatever that means.... don't know don't really care I guess its just a piece of something on something the be assumed as that....but who is to say that that is what is assumed or not.....what is the assuming even 2....I don't want to be anyone ....make zero cents....like maybe I could say I would like to do that 1 think that they get to do ...but other than that naw ....MY way is my way...Im not ur Mascot, "just "being an example