Long journey keep them coming...
February 8, 2022
No Name
I remember this one... Haha old Cody trying to make sense of things , he thinks he know who and what its about, but he likes surprises, so he don't dig to deep he just lives in the now and whatever happens will happens and he believes in himself enough that no matter what he faces he will make it through. HE is a TRU Fucking Monster , I Hope this Monster is on your side cause if not he will send you back to the future.
February 9, 2022
"Drug Of Choice"
O fire , one cool think about making this webpage is getting to relive all I have created, and thinking about what I was thinking about when I made this.......Its Blue yeah My drug of choice for sure , Chaos Love it ,I love the eye of the storm , cause I am the eye, I am the Calm...Its just Regular and I only do Regular
February, 9 2022
"We going to be OK"
This one make me laugh...We always Fomo and are looking for that lottery ticket , that savior....Someone to save you from what you have done. Naw ....You get what you give until you find out the other way. Live in the know take control. Love , don't shame and guilt people, when you do that it just show people the shame and guilt you are hiding ... I see it I always have . focus on your self first , and just live the way you want in love . Lead the way and one day they will ask how you did it and than you have the proof to show. X R People , X are the meaning for everything
February 10, 2022
"When you Break Free this is what you see"
This story is for me and one other person, but it was perfect and the pleasure was all mine, Shine girl Shine bright, I see ya.
Sold
February 10, 2022
"Haven't tied my shoes in 20 Years"
Man this is so good for me, I see the same muse in this one, The same letters, the some inspiration, This is why I trust my Feelings, cause I haven't tied shoes in 20 years either
Sold
February, 12 2022
"Here 4 U"
I remember just playing and trying to do new stuff everyday. This one was fun and someone has it in there house. It says " Here 4 U " Cause I am , With in reason, I can show you the way, but I cant do it for you, cause that's not Love.
Sold
"Need a Sec"
February 12, 2022
Who knows its funny to see the same style and ideas if I make more than one painting a day. A major thing I always try and do is something new in my art everyday, just play and explore, need that knowledge , need that experience, need that understanding , but you only get it if you do.....So go do it, all of it
" I'm good Lets go, Round two, Fight"
February 12, 2022
"Holding Hands"
I have no idea why I named it that, however I trust the idea in my head. Me and a friend of mine talked about holding hands, and I told her I just want to hold someone's hand like all day......all day. Just to feel that external acceptance , which I never had that acceptance in myself so how would I have be able to feel it externally. I still want that but know I accept me and what I am so the dream is still a dream and one day ill hold someone's hand all day long.
February 16, 2022
No Names needed
I do what I do , Some may call me the Grim Reaper, and I am ....But the Grim Reaper is not good or bad , he is doing his job...You may call me good or bad , but who are u ... be the God of yourself first before you try and be Gods over others...
Sold
February 17, 2022
"Hold on You"
Song that's on right now its "Only You" by Ric Hassani, haha what more can I say. Fire Always been the Same Muse
February 17, 2022
"Good for ME"
It funny the little kid version knows what he wants , so I just keep letting him speak. He wasn't aloud to be , so now is his time to speak.....Good For ME yeah I agree
February 20, 2022
"Dance"
As I go through my art I understand that my art is a lot of the same thing over and over , its kind of hard to explain , but a lot of my art is made just different as time goes on. Only I know cause I'm making it, but its pretty cool because I never know or plan what I'm going to make, so I just allow whatever it is that wants to come out, come out. And it make me smile cause it lets me know that whatever it is that I thought I faced and over came, there is still more I need to face, Always Pride and Ego that's why its on my hands.
February 20, 2022
" 1 More "
That's me one more, its so hard for me to stop....And know that my mother is not here, I have no one to impress other than my self I guess, and its crazy that really anything I ever do is not impressive to me, One day ill be impressed, One day....And that will be when I can love another the way I was never loved and teach and love my kids the way I didn't feel it ....That's when ill be impressed. I feel bad talking like this , its wasn't anyone's fault but my own...life for me was the way it was, better me than someone else.
February 24, 2022
<----" Beat box Solo"
"V"---->
I never thought that this would be my life. Its so crazy to chase something that you never even dreamed of. Its crazy for me to even do something so long. I have been such a cycle guy, to look at everything I created and faced since this journey started for me, it doesn't even seem real. I jumped extreme knowing it was not going to be the easiest way, but if I'm going to do something I have to do it completely, there is no other way. I knew this was my only chance to change, my last chance and if I didn't change now than I would just have to quit, and that's not an option.
February 24, 2022
"Fragmented"
........Yeah the min. I excepted the fact that I was Fragmented as a child. So freeing to just truly except what the child version did to keep you safe, and make sure you survive. Not good or bad just survive... I thank my child version everyday, and allow him to live everyday. I do everything for him cause he did everything for me. Like I said I know that the child version of me is the strong one not the broken adult , but the sweet innocent child , that's the strong one , The World Breaker " Hoss 247" That's my hero
Thanks Buddy I will be the Safety and security that you could never find in another. Love ya buddy cause you are ME and I am you and together we are "I.A.M.E I.V.E.A. " "The VINE"
February 25, 2022
"UTRT"
One day Your find out what that means ....Something are just meant for me. But everything in this painting is TRUe me. All about that Victory, Love, Time, and being Crowned King.
February 26, 2022
"1 spark is all it takes"
This is such a big theme in my life. In my later stuff I talk about my brain being on fire, what I mean, is my brain, is always working so hard that its empty. Yet its like a fire yet I'm not worried about the flame cause the fire is regulars to me. I know nothing different. I have so many picture in picture screen in my head studying , working out equations, and idea at all times. I trust my self that I will come out with the best possible answer, when the answer is found. I think on everything so hard I hate being wrong, cause than it make me feel like I did growing up, everything I did was wrong , or everything I felt was wrong. I had to form into what the world wanted me to be, not what I felt I should be .......and here is me. O yeah it only takes one spark to start anything, all things, Life, Now live that one spark already happened.
February 26, 2022
"Your a BADASS"
Hated it when I made it, but when the person got to tell me what she saw..........Fuck I do believe in what I do , I do everything with Love, Yeah its risky, yeah its not pretty, yeah its different , yeah its blunt, yeah I'm coming in gun slinging, yeah its going to hurt , but that is the way of " The Vine" keep going that way........
Sold
February 27, 2022
"Ain't Nobody Perfect"
Man, Sometimes , a lot of the times, I don't even understand the things i say or do.......But they art right, every time. Maybe not with the understanding, at the time, but with more knowledge and time, it make so much more sense now, and I know it will make more sense in the future. But to me every second of every exists, everything is perfect, therefore every person is perfect, doesn't mean what they are acting does or doesn't cause real repercussion, because it does. Once the time passes , whatever happens , happens, and there is nothing you can do to change that, so the past itself is perfect.....more on that in time
Sold
February 27, 2022
" Grass is always greener and everything that glitters is gold"
Fuck ....Fuck , sitting here with these to pictures and a title that makes me laugh , yet fucking rips me down a path of thy self. Sitting here along .... giving what I tried to give the world, to myself for the first time. Pride and ego.... I have none let. I'm so broken from life . . I was fucking done ...It was just nothing, no purpose, fucking nothing . No hopi , not one. That brain on fire , so much thought , so much stories, and yes I know so much, no I know so much thought, all wrapped in just disguise. For what , what have i done , think, think, what did I do ...run through ever though ... what did you do today?, how abought that?, you didn't get in trouble today? like what did I do , I just feel wrong. I just feel Wrong.... That fucking guilt for what , just being alive? its regular for me....just part of me .....and than waking up one day and saying fuck that grass , lets see why my grass is this way and fucking change it, cause my grass doesn't look like that, but I do know if I go to that grass, unless I know how to keep my grass looking like that, in time its just going to look like mine. so I need to learn how to change my grass on my own.
Sold
February 27, 2022
"Even the Greatest Warriors..."
....The greatest .....hard ...lonley ....Raod.....man does it hurt...sometime i just ask why...why...why this way ...why...was there no other way......im fucking broke.......im nothing .....i just c a n .....and than i go stop being a little BITCH.... you would have it no other way.....the hardest way....maybe not like the past times....Different .... the hardest...the mirror self......the imagination .......o nothing greater.....image...I ..a...NAtion........If you believe it .....it has no choice than to be real.....when you understand and live that.........GG EZ
