GG....EZ

March 2, 2022

"Hear the Colors"

Dude i love , and i Mean love ....Thinking like just the dumb ass thought ...that run threw there....and than I smirk and I forget ....than I'm like why would I even have that thought if I was just going to laugh than forget......makes no cent , no cents .....so than why ....like why..................just .....cuz........huh....I like that Just Cuz why the Fuck Not......

March 3 , 2022

"Scars let the Light out, Worth it"

right now I havent painted or talked in some time ...i dont even want to look at how many days ... cause there is nothing good from that. it hurts to not talk everyday....I have grown to spend that weird time with my self ...learning from ... me .....finally trusting me......its fucking sad ....that I could never really trust me until no.........i hopi the world doesn't feel like I DID ... cause fuck I hate it... and if I hate it that's fucking bad.....but I will sit in that shit storm of just wanting to vomit but cant...... your body hurts.... and the thought of I AM the fucking Problem.........always the fucking problem......if you weren't here they would have a better and easier life........stop being a little bitch ....k ok ... WORTH IT and I would do it again and again , cause it will always lead me to YOU.

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March 5, 2022

"little bit"

To make a long Story ....unless in the heat of the battle......i call it little bit......but being "The VINE" that i am ........I Grow........whats wrong with me......like why do i do this to myself........cause WHY THE FUCK NOT>>ez

Naw, I see it Different, haha that's make me laugh. I really wish I could explain what is regular to me, Think I try and explain my brain , in my talks, but its hard. I picture just so much information and questions running bye me so fast at all time , so loud, Like if I was standing in the interstate , but couldn't get hit and all the cars were driving by me at light spend. That is my brain.....So fast yet so slow, both , so much info , like I see it I know it but unless it stops I don't need it right now, but its there , it all there so loud so fast yet so slow. Want to look but cant , have to look at this .... but there is that.....but that is this , and that's that.....and this why that had to be red , but my red not your red in 1968,........ I see it different , O to answer your question I'm doing Good X....And that is my brain , welcome

yeah make zero cents.......this is the VINE

I was so mad making this one, like when I do things I want things so right.......however as I get wiser I understand .....so stupid ......{time > perfect}people idea wrong, no authority, no power, no real understanding = pointless to try to impress anyone other than thy self.................that understanding is EAGLE Vision.........But in order to even believe what you see ...... you have to be crazy enough to believe in what you see it when you see it , and just let it be what it is ....if you don't just allow everything you see to be, than the sec you don't believe you change what you see by the act of un belief...........The VINE

Its so funny every new picture , my first thought starts with I don't ...... than I saw well, its not meant to be that , its meant to be this...and than its done, as it is , so good or bad , or I like or I don't ......does not even get my time....cause once its done, its past and past is perfect, cause nothing can change perfect, nothing so there for once something is perfect than what's the point.......right?.....so once your perfect .....your done cause what's the point. You won, you got everything is wanted , so like now what , your perfect? right? so why changes , why be different , right lets just be perfect in every sec of everyday.....what's that? well to just be, just flow in, adapted to everything you go through. adapt to meaning respond to....meaning do not reach out.....do not engage , do not seek out....but you can engage with them if in presence and the op presents its self. You end up getting out of your own way and begin to play the game different , the best possible way, where your AI takes you to the best possible out come for you to engage into make potential at all times....so get out of your own way....I'm out of my own way

That me , I'm proud , kind of but not really , this life was what it was.....its be just regular to me, but if I was to try and break it down....just was ...fun....made me , me so.... Perfect..... but being a Unicorn is lonely cause no body really believes you know and if they do believe .....no one has ever reason one or studied one, so know one knows how to deal with a unicorn....I don't either cause no one knew how to raise me so.....IT pretty much me only learning from the way I saw everything at one time. Well now that I look at it, I was learning to important stuff , and than blindly follow everyone else on the pointless stupid stuff, the jones, money, religion, sex , everything everyone else lives by. And I was learning about the brain and inside , not mine, but everyone's reasons for doing stuff. Or the reason I see someone doing something . Almost like I was AI reading people the whole time and now I am trying to figure all that out for my self. The only thing is I know my power, but for some reason I hold it back , and kind of just progress in the amount I let out as time goes on.....When maybe the dumb instant gratification part of me is like lets just show all now......but that's not the Max potential.....so I get frustrated in doing things that I see as kind of pointless to me, but I understand its needed now, but I know it time those things don't matter ....so if they don't matter in the future do they even matter NOW????? I'm HERE, I'm Real, For one or two..or true

well with a title like that we have to talk about the Big one? The Big what , day.....I guess ...like what is that....um the day i can stop.....like really stop....just like really.... breathe....really think....like and act for me......like only me.....like and idea or something I want really just for me, with zero thought for someone else....like it does not make cent...like it try and think about doing something not just for my self, but it always attacked to for someone else to, to help people, but what if that's fucking bull shit, and I trix myself to thinking I'm good and doing stuff for others but really I'm not ... its for me ...but in order to get the best for me I have to help other cause that the best for me as well.....so I'm the most self person ever.....Really .....And I'm ok......with it

Past vs Potential.........My Unicorn...like even though im happy now its almost like did the past even happen......like really think about it and maybe in that crazy little thought.....with some rules.....in place ....you can change your memory's. Which in return would what..........change you....cause you are what you do and learn......so you change those you change you......and if you plan you can plan who you get to be...so past already is potential because you path it there from all time everywhere.....